Post by twassbrake on Nov 7, 2011 5:54:54 GMT -5
Hi guys,
quite some people wondered in the past weeks where I had dissapeared to. So first I wanted to thank all of you who where concerned about my well-being. Let me assure you I'm fine.
In the past few months I spent so much time with you guys that I consider most of you as friends. You are now part of my extended ohana. I wouldn't want to miss even one of you. So I thought I needed some explaining to do, why I was not here battling the fights at your side. To tell the truth. Even when I had some time to check up on the board or twitter, I mostly didn't feel up to fighting. I was mushy and emotional and even a nonsense fight on twitter would have certainly left me in tears. So I sticked to writing e-mails and snail mail letters.
I had a lot of travelling going on, beside my work and the rest of RL. It wasn't planned and that took a lot out of me. To top this off, I discovered a few weeks ago that I'm pregant. Thank god for small mercies, I don't suffer through morning sickness, but I was constantly tired. In fact I was so tired, I sometimes felt I slept more hours a day than I was awake. It was a totally different experience for me, because I'm normally a niteowl, as some of you noticed through the summer. Going on for days with just two or three hours of sleep was no problem at all. Even before I knew that I'm pregnant I felt something was off because of the tiredness. Now I'm almost at the end of the first trimester, and I'm starting to feel better. No night sessions any more, but at least I can stay awake for more than six hours.
So to make this short, I wanted to apologize to you guys, because I wasn't right beside you guys. I'm feeling a bit like I'd let you down.
Btw, you all put up one hell of a fight so far and I can say I'm proud of this ohana. Despite all of our differences we always find a way to get along with each other.
And of course I wanted to share my great news with you. ;D
quite some people wondered in the past weeks where I had dissapeared to. So first I wanted to thank all of you who where concerned about my well-being. Let me assure you I'm fine.
In the past few months I spent so much time with you guys that I consider most of you as friends. You are now part of my extended ohana. I wouldn't want to miss even one of you. So I thought I needed some explaining to do, why I was not here battling the fights at your side. To tell the truth. Even when I had some time to check up on the board or twitter, I mostly didn't feel up to fighting. I was mushy and emotional and even a nonsense fight on twitter would have certainly left me in tears. So I sticked to writing e-mails and snail mail letters.
I had a lot of travelling going on, beside my work and the rest of RL. It wasn't planned and that took a lot out of me. To top this off, I discovered a few weeks ago that I'm pregant. Thank god for small mercies, I don't suffer through morning sickness, but I was constantly tired. In fact I was so tired, I sometimes felt I slept more hours a day than I was awake. It was a totally different experience for me, because I'm normally a niteowl, as some of you noticed through the summer. Going on for days with just two or three hours of sleep was no problem at all. Even before I knew that I'm pregnant I felt something was off because of the tiredness. Now I'm almost at the end of the first trimester, and I'm starting to feel better. No night sessions any more, but at least I can stay awake for more than six hours.
So to make this short, I wanted to apologize to you guys, because I wasn't right beside you guys. I'm feeling a bit like I'd let you down.
Btw, you all put up one hell of a fight so far and I can say I'm proud of this ohana. Despite all of our differences we always find a way to get along with each other.
And of course I wanted to share my great news with you. ;D
Taking the time to send email/snailmail while you weren't feeling well - you did you part for sure!
Just teasing you. 
